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Move Onm

I decided to move on and I did.

I hv done my journal club with lots of gaps, I was given a 2nd chance. I did progress and moved on. Thank you for the tolerance and assistance from others. Otherwise, no matter how many times I do it, I will never make it.

I celebrated my birthday and father's day. Without the company from my family, my friends. There will have no celebration and it will just be another ordinary day.

I also attended the biggest wedding event in my life. Wedding is expensive, is tiring, is stressful but the blessing part is the most important =)


With work, I think I have missing out a lot thing, my family, my friends, my dance class. Luckily i do like my job and at least I still have my music~

If

If and only if I pass away now...

2 months

I have been asked a few times to update my blog. I almost thought of abandoned it, but I was too lazy to even remove it -_- (so, thanks to my laziness)

I don have many things to share, I still have many things that I havent do. Journal club, update my folders and resource, update my knowledge, and to pass dietetics counseling cases.

Hmm... I spent my weekends to go through my DAA Interest Group email (1500 emails!!!) yes, accumulated since I left Australia.

Tha good thing is,, I gotta stay at home and I can do my laundry and wait till all dry up and not get wet by rain (well, today didnt rain) usually if I left home with my clothes hanging out, it will definitely rain which I called it "Free laundry and dryer service" (next time I should hang all my dirty clothes out and let it rain and let it dry by sun.

I bought some new stationary, I have to say Singapore almost 80% of the products are imported -.- so, most of the stationary are from jap, korea -> pretty, fancy and nice. price wise, reasonable, I should say. I guess my sis will loves all the stationary!!!

Erm... is time to sleep, if I can sleep.

New Life in Singapore (writing a scientific report format)

Introduction: It has been awhile since I updated my blog. "Hi, my abandoned blog" =__=
I am starting a new life in Singapore, got my dream job in a short period! Unbelievable and so excited! Clinical Dietitian in SGH~

Methods: To me, Singapore is a great place to stay and work:
1) close to Malaysia means close to parents, close to Malaysia friends
2) best friend in Singapore
3) easy to travel (Fantastic public transport service) and travel at night is still crowded, don have to worry random ppl will disturb u!
4) is clean and safe and convenient (midnight still can go out and have chicken rice)
5) the place I am staying is luxurious, comfortable, and everything is so well taken care of!

Result and Discussion: the list continue... =)

Conclusion: In Summary, I love it here, in fact better than Australia! (no offence, just personal experience).

Future direction: I am officially starting work on Tuesday, need to prepare myself.

Typical Sunday

A Typical Sunday for me, start work at 9am but wait till 10am to open the shop. Usually a bit late, while waiting, I chatted with some of my regular customers and sent apologies to the walk-by customers (because the shop said "open at 9am" but i knew is gonna be late)



Realised I forgot to bring my morning tea biscuit, SUPER HUNGRY and cant wait to finish work and go for lunch! Before I finishes work, a customer from India (well, I tink is tourist from India) said he got Piles~ and bleeding at the buttock. Initially I can't seem to understand what he is saying, first, I don't know what he meant by "PILES". den I don't understand where he is bleeding. He keep wanted to touch me and turn me to the back and almost touch by buttock. FINALLY, I realised he meant haemorroids. I showed him some of the medications, he wanted tablets. There is no tablets to take, only oitment and suppositories. Anyway, he said is PILES not Haemorroids. Well, I still said the medication can b used. After he think about it for a while, he bought it. Another customer was watching us. Then, she said, "I am after something for haemorroids. Well~ I m not sure if it is haemorroids, but there is lump and pain. Do you know what is the different between piles and haemorroids?" Then, I said, "To be honest, I don't know what is PILES." SEriously, I am too hungry, don't talk to me when I am hungry. Finished work and left for lunch

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After lunch, my mind a bit clearer. "Did I give the wrong medication?", I think. Is he after period pain tablets? What if he give the medication to his wife and put it on vagina? Oh no!!!!!!!!

Can't think anymore, I will go crazy. I can't go home now, I will tink even more. So, I stopped by at my favourite bookshop. (the reason I love this bookshop is because all the books are discounted 70% from the original price) all my novel bought from here cost 4-5 dollars~ But today I try to find a novel not related to love. sick of it alre. I found one very good one, "Raising an autistic child" Is written by the father with an autistic child. Very sentimental, I haven;t finish it, but I like the story line. Is a true story.

Then, I browse the comic section, found another very interesting yet expensive comic "With the light- Raising an Autistic Child" Is a Jap comic!!! Is very well drawn, but is too expensive. So, I spent an hour standing there and browse. At the end, decided to go home and online search for free~

After that is health section. I found a book with 120 different disease explanation for symptoms, causes, treatments etc. I start flipping through, Then I stopped at the page Haemorroids. I read the first sentence "Haemorroid is also commonly known as piles...." Woohoo~~ I didn't give the wrong medication!!!!!!

Now is time to go home~ After the whole afternoon in bookshop :) and ofcourse I bought the novel by the father, which cost $6 ^.^

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Home, search engine start! Google ofcourse, found it! but the manga is not complete yet. I found something better! A japanese series of the comic!!!! Excellent, I cant stop watching it till now. Is way too good, touching and I just simply can't describe with words

与光同行

click it, it will direct you to the series~
hope you like it too~

I wanted to end it, but I don't know how

Just like the novel, I written half way through, not that I don't have any idea to continue, is that I don't know how to finish it.
Just like my job, my accomodation contract etc. Recently, I have been taking many days off, the moment she asked which days I can work, she really unhappy about it. Is it time to leave? I don't know. The more you try to please someone, the harder it is.

Well, at least I am much better and lucky than the others. I have never experience robbery or break in to my place before. I have never admitted to hospital. I didn't have to attend so many interviews with rejection.

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I am going for medical checkup tomorrow, please wish me luck, I hope everything will turn out fine and well.

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Han Fui is coming back tomorrow too, I guess he must have missed home now. It is always so ddificult when it comes to leaving someone u love. I wish him well and everything go smoothly when he arrives in Sydney.

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Seeing doctor is always so scary as it will tells u many things that you might not want to know. You maybe perfectly fine before seeing them, but at the time u walk out from the consultation room, you were diagnosed with something that you don't want to know. The diagnose itself may have already affect your health status, but I guess the fear to the diagnose is much worst than the physical pain.

Once you reached a certain age, you wear off slowly. Seeing your pain, hurt me more.

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Xi and her bf is coming over on Thu, I guess this is the only thing is bright about this week.
-anticipating-

Bye for now.

雨下的邂逅 之 情人节的相遇

-Alcohol may be man's worst enemy, but the bible says love your enemy?-

嘀嗒嘀嗒。。。晕晕醺醺的爱丽丝和男孩站在同一把伞下。

朦朦胧胧的，她望着男孩的身影，投向男孩深情地眼神。男孩的眼神仿佛有着磁力般的牢牢地让爱丽丝寻找到了安全港，男孩突然打破了沉静：“我喜欢……

“爱—丽—丝—！！！”突然听见爱丽丝妈妈歇息地里的呐喊，把爱丽丝从美梦中惊醒，爱丽丝的妈妈可是她的私人专用闹钟，也是世上最准时的闹钟！

“啊~”爱丽丝坐在床上，甩了甩她那刚睡醒凌乱的头发，发出了极不耐烦，不甘心的叫声~

爱丽丝真的是想男孩想到疯了！爱丽丝多希望她的专属闹钟可以放慢两秒钟，让男孩完成爱丽丝朝思暮想的那情景~！

“世上到底是哪个怪人发明上班这样东西的？又有多少个怪人喜欢上班的？唉~世界各地的政府应该合力组织一个研究团体，命名为《上班族研究所》，看世上有多少人赞同，上班辛苦赚钱 还是 睡觉就有钱拿？难道他们不知道，这世上有多少人为了工作搞到精神分裂，睡眠不足？为什么竟然没有人会想到这种生活方式和赚钱方法呢？这样的话，这世界就更美好啦~！”爱丽丝一面语无伦次，一面梳理准备上班 。爱丽丝的嘴巴真的是全年无休。常听人家说，有此母必有此女。如果说，爱丽丝妈妈是喇叭，那爱丽丝就是收音机了！

Ring~ring~爱丽丝看着手提荧幕显示‘小芳’
“喂？说话！”爱丽丝接起手提，非常不客气地说道。
“谁惹到我们的无敌爱丽丝啦？”这世上除了爱丽丝的家人能忍受她那‘起床症’之外，大概只有小芳，她的好友敢在这时候跟她说话了！
“还好意思说~！你是没事故意这时候每次打来听我发唠叨的啊？”
“哈哈哈哈…喂~人家我，是很有心，这么早打电话给你，一心想要祝你这位单身女人情人节快乐，早日找到归宿的咧！哈哈哈…看来你啊，如果不把你这个‘起床症’医好的话，今年你又要呆在你的单身俱乐部了~”
爱丽丝终于从梦中惊醒，对了，今天是情人节咧！每年情人节，她的一班‘单身俱乐部’会员都会邀约一起去狂欢，庆祝单身万岁！（其实，大家都是在找伴安慰自己罢了~）
“嗯，看你还记得我这个朋友身上，就跟你算了吧。怎样，今年去那里庆祝？”
“噢~感谢女王大人有大量！STAR BAR 今晚7点！就酱啦~”
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爱丽丝好气又好笑,她的‘起床症’早就云散飞霄了。‘嗯～今晚要穿什么好呢…啊！上班快迟到了！’


“喂～小芳，我到门口了，你们呢？”
“快点进来吧，她们这些人，迫不及待的早就开始了！”爱丽丝在吵杂声中仿佛听到小芳叫她进去。
爱丽丝步入STAR BAR在寻寻觅觅的人海中，寻找着她那班‘单身贵族’的朋友…突然，看到小芳用力的挥着她的手相爱丽丝。

“哇～你们还真够义气，都不等我！”爱丽丝埋怨着，然后转向Bartender“给我两瓶…”爱丽丝话说到一半，突然无语，呆呆的望着她昨夜梦见的男孩穿着Bartender的制服，很帅气的在调酒。突然，爱丽丝与男孩的眼神对上了！男孩对着她弯着一边嘴角笑了一下，爱丽丝的脸马上红得像番茄，心跳加速，嘴巴吓到忘了关！男孩调完手上的酒，献给坐在他面前的小姐，用他很杀的眼神对着她温柔的说“小姐，你的〈Rainbow Paradise〉”

当场突然引起一场喧哗~

男孩望着爱丽丝，一步一步走向她。爱丽丝感到心跳越来越快，快憋息了！整班人的眼神突然落在他们身上。
“爱丽丝？”男孩迟疑地说道
爱丽丝顿时才惊醒过来，当然也记得把她的嘴和上！

-to be continue-

雨下的邂逅 之 我叫爱丽丝！

*Perfumes are the feelings of flowers*

男孩再度到访爱丽丝的店里，不知为了什么。让爱丽丝不知所措。

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“er，先生。请问需要些什么吗？”爱丽丝终于开口了。
"我想要送一份礼物给一位女生，你有什么好介绍的吗?"
礼物？给女生？是上次那位美女吗？爱丽丝心中一大堆问号，胸口好像突然很紧，有一种透不了气的感觉，难道这就是传说中的“羡慕”？心口的痛为什么会这么强烈？我又不是他的谁！

“礼物，女生的话，我们有一系列的香水，有不同的味道，适合不同性格的女生。”爱丽丝勉强的开口，“专业一点，爱丽丝，拿出你的专业精神出来！”她心中念着。

“她啊，很高贵，漂亮是蛮漂亮的啦，性格嘛，应该说很狂野吧！”

“那，我会介绍 《Kate Moss 香水》野玫瑰淡香水。令人难忘的性感花香调，完全捕捉多变的风格既狂野也纯真、既性感又典雅，真实呈现她的内在灵魂与个性。”
“哇！”男孩为爱丽丝的专业简介，感到吃惊！也许，爱丽丝每次在他面前出丑，让他觉得爱丽丝呆呆傻傻的。可是，讲到专业，爱丽丝是不会输给任何人的，更何况香水是她的专长！

“先生，您觉得怎样呢？”爱丽丝为她自己的专业服务感到有点得意，心中暗笑
“既然你都说得这么好了，而且又那么适合她，那我不买的话，不是自找麻烦？”

说实在的，爱丽丝比较喜欢服务男生，因为他们太容易说服了，不用两下子，就买。如果是女生，即使爱丽丝废经了九牛二虎之力， 女生也有可能掉头就走。
看来，今天运气还蛮不错的嘛~

“先生，一共是，80块”
“谢谢”
“你的女朋友真幸运，有这么贴心的男朋友，你这份心意，她一定会很喜欢的！”一面包装，一面说道。爱丽丝也太会夸了吧~ 果然是销售界的“出名人士”

“哈哈哈。。。是给我姐的生日礼物啦~就是上次在店里喊我的那个啊！不过还是希望她会喜欢，这样的话，她就会少点念我了！哈哈”
爱丽丝心里突然好像松了口气，还开心地笑了出来了呢！好像有种心花怒放的感觉~

“小姐，你在笑什么？脸都红了！”
爱丽丝才惊醒过来，两手摸摸脸部，真得很热咧~太失礼了，爱丽丝突然好像钻进洞里。

“啊。啊。。啊。。。没没。。没什么。。对了，先生你的礼物。”
“哈哈，你真得很可爱！”男孩从爱丽丝手中接过，他们双手碰到了！
爱丽丝赶快松手，“谢。。谢谢”爱丽丝赶快低下头，不敢直视着男孩。直至男孩从店里离去。爱丽丝才敢抬头望着男孩的背影。

男孩突然回过头，面带笑容的问道“啊，对了，你叫什么名字？”

“爱。爱爱。。爱丽丝！”爱丽丝大声的回应站在店面口的男生。

“爱丽丝？谢啦~”男孩终于笑着离去。而爱丽丝？她啊，又被男孩的笑容呆着了啦~ 男孩的笑容，让爱丽丝好像一次又一次的被雷击中- 望着头上的星星，飘飘然地旋转~

“啊！”爱丽丝突然大叫！忘了问男孩的名字！！！

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难道，爱丽丝与男孩就这样缘分尽了吗？难道，爱丽丝要苦苦的想念着男孩？还是，就这样分开了？

雨下的邂逅

店里的生意近来无比的安静，不知是不是因为雨天的关系，静得让人发闷。

到店里的人都是来也冲冲去也冲冲。进来的都是为了买把雨伞，要不就是买车票。

爱丽丝不知觉得发起呆来，这是她最擅长的事。

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那天预见的他，好像也是湿嗒嗒的雨天。那天的他，穿着黑色的皮衣，贴身的jeans裤，还有一条银色的链围在裤边。头发，装扮都有点“坏坏”男孩的形象，高高瘦瘦，五官端正，不是特别的帅，只是会打扮而已。

一如往常，爱丽丝念出了接待客户的“三字经”，她在店里服务了有过5年了，一听到门铃响起，她就会不由自主的“欢迎光临，有什么需要帮忙的吗？”正当爱丽斯走向那位年轻男孩，她不经意的滑倒在他面前, 大概是之前的顾客穿着湿嗒嗒的鞋走进店里，搞到店里的地上都湿了。尴尬的爱丽丝，还来不及破口大骂，“噗-噗-噗--哈哈哈--”男孩那里传来了暗藏不住地笑声。爱丽丝抬起了头，傻傻的看着大笑的男孩，突然觉得他很可爱。（爱丽丝，你比较可爱吧，跌得像趴地熊似的）男孩在笑得当时，望着“趴地熊”伸出了援手。爱丽丝整个人都呆了，失神地望着男孩都忘了要爬起来。

爱丽丝借着男孩的手站了起来，“好暖和啊！”爱丽丝心里想着。大概是雨季的天气比较冷，突然握着暖和的手，很舒服。“你还好吧？”男孩微笑温馨的一句，让爱丽丝回过神来，才把手松开。

“请问有什么可以帮上忙的吗？”爱丽丝问道。

“这里有卖OK绷吗？”

“有！在这。”

“凯！为什么那么久？"突然后面传来一位穿着火辣，有着魔鬼身材，天使面孔女孩的声音。

看着他们简直就是俊男美女的绝配！

“要好了~！小姐，我要这”

“谢谢，一共是2块3。”

“谢谢”

望着他们的背影，渐渐从店门外的雨中消失。。。爱丽丝还在想着男孩的微笑，手上的温度好像还暖暖的。即使爱丽丝知道是不可能的事，更何况，有那么漂亮的女友了。“不要想了，不要想了！”紧闭着眼睛，用力的摇着头。虽然知道不可能，但心里还是有一丝丝的希望能再见到他一次！

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“小姐，小姐！”熟悉的声音突然把爱丽丝从白日梦惊醒了。外面还下着雨 *塔塔塔塔塔*

望着面前的男孩，爱丽丝突然自打两巴！眼前的男孩不就是他吗？！只是他的打扮不像是“坏坏”的形象了。这次的他，比较朴素，更显得他很清秀！揉了揉眼睛，果然是他！

“小姐，小姐！”男孩在爱丽丝面前挥了挥手，仿佛爱丽丝还未清醒过来！

“啊，什。。什。。什么？诶，不对不对”爱丽丝也语无伦次了。

男孩看着不知所措的她，又大笑了起来。“哈哈哈。。”

爱丽丝再次被他的笑迷住了。“er，先生。请问需要些什么吗？”爱丽丝终于开口了。

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男孩再次的光临又是为了什么呢？？？

-to be continue-

亲情

亲情是唯一让我感到安心的地方。在那里，我永远不会害怕被抛弃，我不用担心被欺负，我可以很放心得去做我自己，他们都会永远笑纳不管变成怎样的陈小康。

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Today news:
1) A muslim teenager in Gold Coast blindfolded her parents and stabbed them. The reason? Because she wanted to move to Sydney with her bf and change her religion to Christian. Ridiculous? Love? Stupid? I don't want to make any judgement, it just make me -sigh-

2) A 9 years old girl in China give birth to a child (2.75kg). Father? This pregnancy is remained unknown and kept as secret. The story hidden behind probably just she and the partner know. Maybe she doesn't even know what s going on.

Too many abortion recently, many came to pharmacy and ask for medication for abortion. To be honest, I have no idea is there a medication for abortion. But there are contraceptive pills. I sell at least one box a day. The cost for the abortion? AUD 800, according to my customer.


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I just hope that I am selling the right thing to my customers, I hope they like the products (supplements, orthoheel shoes, medications etc) they buy, I hope they find it really helpful with the products I promoted and sold to them, I hope the products they bought have made a positive change to their life.

I just simply don't want them to regret what they bought. Hoping that they are happy with my service regardless of the price of the products.

For the first time

For the first time in my life, I have experienced so many failures at once.

For the first time in my life, I have experienced I am at financial crisis and need to be very careful with my expenses.

Hahaha... I think I have gone crazy -.-"

-Interesting First Time-

Up and Down

I have an interesting life which fluctuate like Australia's weather.

-Interesting but tiring-

Dine-Out

Recently I haven been going out with friends quite often. Today went for dinner with high school friends, we kinda know each others but never be in the same class before. I always think that these people are extremely smart. They are all from "smart" class with excellent results!

Thank you to Australia's education for bringing us together. The reason I have the chance to meet up with them is not because of my academic presentation, is because my parents have the ability to sponsor me financially to study in this expensive country.

In a table of four, we are from different professional field. We got one accountant, one lawyer, one graphic designer, one dietitian. Probably just lacking an engineer?
In a table of four, we have different characteristics. One mature, one very unique, one quiet but knows a lot of gossip, one noisy.

I am starting to get to use to eating in a table with friends. This is a big improvement for me, as it is really hard for me to eat out in a social setting bcoz of my mild eating disorder before. Everytime dine-out with friends I really need lots of courage to do so. Able to go out without thinking too much is not easy, but I made it!

-Interesting dinner.-

Australia Day

The day start with the noisy teenagers smoking in the train and ruthless detruction to the poor train. Follow by a quite day in Pharmacy, which is usually the case during holiday. The weather starting to get hotter and hotter. My head is pain, my stomach is in pain too.

Take-away sushi for dinner and quickly ran back for shower. Rang up Tan Tock Seng Hospital, the Nutritin Department manager refuse to speak to me and transfer my call to HR. HR doesn't know what is going on. Finally, I decided to give up. I think I am too much. I am creating too much burden and troublesome for them. Sent an email to HR and decide to stop follow up.

Went off to city to meet with Alex, collected my letter and a special Australia Day's gift from somebody. On the way to the restaurant, I was lost in the city, walking up and down under the hot weather. Tired.

Before heading home, went to shopping centre for grocery, bought fruits, veg, meat, bread. On the way home, meet some local yelling at me. Ignore them.

Bek home 10pm, late. Sweat. Tired. Let's hope I can sleep well today.

-The end-

Dear Sheau,

Thank you for your interest in Tan Tock Seng Hospital and for attending the job interview. We are certainly impressed with the work credentials and experience that you could offer to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Having carefully reviewed your application along with other candidates and our hospital’s requirements for this position, we regret to inform you that you have not been successful. We would like to take this opportunity to wish you all the best in your future endeavours. Once again, thank you for your interest.

HR Management Tan Tock Seng Hospital

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I had a nightmare about this today and it came true. I knew it from the beginning. But is so difficult to face it. I always wanted to think that this failure is for better opportunity in the future. But I know this is just a lie to myself. I am trying hard not to be pessimistic. No matter how many books I read to encourage me to stand up, no matter how my relatives and friends trying to comfort, no matter how I tried hard to understand the situation. But all these doesn't work, my hand trembling, my heart is breaking, my tears falling. The more I hope for, the more it hurts.

I wanted to call and question for some feedbacks from the interview panel. I wanted to know how I can improve. But I need to recover and face from my failure before I have the courage to call them again.

The last day in Msia, the end of my hope. Is time for a new goal, when I am ready.

Life still going on

This time seems to be the busiest home trip. I have my IELTS, interview in Singapore, Police Check, Police report of lost Identification card etc. I have no time with friends. No time for travelling. But I get all my things done, which make me feel satisfy. The progress is annoying but the outcome is good. :)

Plenty of things happening too, things that associated with me, things that associated with me in someway and things that not so much associated with me but still affected people surrounding me.

Things that associated with me:
1) My dad's car got accident
2) My bro's expensive watch lost
3) My sis is stressing out with her coursework which I can only providing her mental support
4) My mum is busy with packaging "sweet" work which I helped out a bit
5) My elder bro sent a big camera which I cannot understand how to function it as it is written in Jap
6) My uncle in Pinang was diagnosed with liver disease
7) My grandma almost admitted to hospital due to weakness


Things that somehow and somewhat associated or not associated with me:
1) Malaysia news is new everyday
- First, boom church news
- Second, Haiti's earthquake
- Third, Pinang Chong Ling High School (my dad's ex-school) 6 students past away in sea during dragon boat training (one of them is my far relatives). They are just 16-17 years old.
- Forth, the world weather has been terrible, under 0 degree celcius, cold freezing, snow at China, UK etc. My sis is gonna be the next snow man there ><
- Fifth, 3 years old girl was dancing happily following the TV dance and accidentaly she tripped on the wire, she crushed to death by TV.

All these Nature disaster? I don't know, I just bless for the peace everyday every morning.


What I have done so far in Malaysia?
1) We as a family went to Ipoh just for lunch, can you believe it?
2) We as a family went to watch Avatar (yes, my second time watching it) After watching it, so many news about Avatar. Bad news from the society, but good news for the director. In Singapore, there is a girl with depression commit suicide coz she believes after her death she can go to Pandora which is the "magic" place in the movie. In Taiwan (i tink), there is a guy went to watch 3D of Avatar, and he got stroke coz of what? that is a mystery. Ppl said that is becoz he couldnt take it, the 3D effect. However, it is not recommended for ppl with cardiovascular prob to experience these kinda shocking thingy. Well, the good news for the movie is Avatar won many prizes for best movie, best visual audio effect etc.
3) I cut my hair (hairstyle = unbalance short) if and only if you can understand :D
4) I attended a few dance classes (modern jazz, new jazz, kickboxing, hatha yoga) was fun overall.
5) I watched and modified my sis's "fllymas.mobi" contest's youtube. She is a great hip hop dancer. If I got a dance studio, I will definitely employ her.
6) I bought new pairs of spec, digital calculator watch, formal office shirt, self-enrichment books

Days back in Msia

Life has been busy as usual. Well, finally I got a break from today. I came back to Msia on New Year 1st Jan 2010. How I celebrate New Year? Did I go out to watch fireworks? Nope, not interested. Don't want to stay in crowded place as well. Sometimes I do think I am very old, in fact I am living the elderly way.

Since I came back to Msia, I prepared and went to Singapore for a job interview, the outcome is unknown yet. But it seems very unlikely, because usually they will response straight away but this time, they said they will contact me in 2 weeks time. So, just wait.

- Singapore hospital is like shopping centre, hmm... maybe hotel? is clean, grand =)
- this is my honey moon trip with my mum. My mum visited Changi airport's library (noticed the London, Tokyo, and Sydney's time in a row on the wall)
- Air Asia flight is very small but their flight attendants' breasts are very big

Today I finally finished my IELTS exam after studied for one week's workshop. Hopefully I dont have to sit anymore! This is my third time taking IELTS, not that I failed but expired. Anyway, the result will release on the day I am heading back to Sydney. So, again just wait.

After exam, ah ba brought me and ah ma to Secret Recipe for LUNCH =.= (yes, tat s how my family enjoy life, just go as they wish)

- ah ba and ah ma choosing their cake with their butts stick out :P
- secret recipe cheesecake the best, not tiramisu >< this is banana choc cake

Life is just wait and relax. I have done whatever I can, leave the rest to the God. =)