Sunday, February 28, 2010

I wanted to end it, but I don't know how

Just like the novel, I written half way through, not that I don't have any idea to continue, is that I don't know how to finish it.
Just like my job, my accomodation contract etc. Recently, I have been taking many days off, the moment she asked which days I can work, she really unhappy about it. Is it time to leave? I don't know. The more you try to please someone, the harder it is.

Well, at least I am much better and lucky than the others. I have never experience robbery or break in to my place before. I have never admitted to hospital. I didn't have to attend so many interviews with rejection.

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I am going for medical checkup tomorrow, please wish me luck, I hope everything will turn out fine and well.

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Han Fui is coming back tomorrow too, I guess he must have missed home now. It is always so ddificult when it comes to leaving someone u love. I wish him well and everything go smoothly when he arrives in Sydney.

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Seeing doctor is always so scary as it will tells u many things that you might not want to know. You maybe perfectly fine before seeing them, but at the time u walk out from the consultation room, you were diagnosed with something that you don't want to know. The diagnose itself may have already affect your health status, but I guess the fear to the diagnose is much worst than the physical pain.

Once you reached a certain age, you wear off slowly. Seeing your pain, hurt me more.

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Xi and her bf is coming over on Thu, I guess this is the only thing is bright about this week.
-anticipating-

Bye for now.

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