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Dear Sheau,

Thank you for your interest in Tan Tock Seng Hospital and for attending the job interview. We are certainly impressed with the work credentials and experience that you could offer to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Having carefully reviewed your application along with other candidates and our hospital’s requirements for this position, we regret to inform you that you have not been successful. We would like to take this opportunity to wish you all the best in your future endeavours. Once again, thank you for your interest.

HR Management Tan Tock Seng Hospital

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I had a nightmare about this today and it came true. I knew it from the beginning. But is so difficult to face it. I always wanted to think that this failure is for better opportunity in the future. But I know this is just a lie to myself. I am trying hard not to be pessimistic. No matter how many books I read to encourage me to stand up, no matter how my relatives and friends trying to comfort, no matter how I tried hard to understand the situation. But all these doesn't work, my hand trembling, my heart is breaking, my tears falling. The more I hope for, the more it hurts.

I wanted to call and question for some feedbacks from the interview panel. I wanted to know how I can improve. But I need to recover and face from my failure before I have the courage to call them again.

The last day in Msia, the end of my hope. Is time for a new goal, when I am ready.