Tuesday, May 25, 2010

If


If and only if I pass away now...

Sunday, May 23, 2010

2 months

I have been asked a few times to update my blog. I almost thought of abandoned it, but I was too lazy to even remove it -_- (so, thanks to my laziness)

I don have many things to share, I still have many things that I havent do. Journal club, update my folders and resource, update my knowledge, and to pass dietetics counseling cases.

Hmm... I spent my weekends to go through my DAA Interest Group email (1500 emails!!!) yes, accumulated since I left Australia.

Tha good thing is,, I gotta stay at home and I can do my laundry and wait till all dry up and not get wet by rain (well, today didnt rain) usually if I left home with my clothes hanging out, it will definitely rain which I called it "Free laundry and dryer service" (next time I should hang all my dirty clothes out and let it rain and let it dry by sun.

I bought some new stationary, I have to say Singapore almost 80% of the products are imported -.- so, most of the stationary are from jap, korea -> pretty, fancy and nice. price wise, reasonable, I should say. I guess my sis will loves all the stationary!!!

Erm... is time to sleep, if I can sleep.

Friday, March 19, 2010

New Life in Singapore (writing a scientific report format)

Introduction: It has been awhile since I updated my blog. "Hi, my abandoned blog" =__=
I am starting a new life in Singapore, got my dream job in a short period! Unbelievable and so excited! Clinical Dietitian in SGH~

Methods: To me, Singapore is a great place to stay and work:
1) close to Malaysia means close to parents, close to Malaysia friends
2) best friend in Singapore
3) easy to travel (Fantastic public transport service) and travel at night is still crowded, don have to worry random ppl will disturb u!
4) is clean and safe and convenient (midnight still can go out and have chicken rice)
5) the place I am staying is luxurious, comfortable, and everything is so well taken care of!

Result and Discussion: the list continue... =)

Conclusion: In Summary, I love it here, in fact better than Australia! (no offence, just personal experience).

Future direction: I am officially starting work on Tuesday, need to prepare myself.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Typical Sunday

A Typical Sunday for me, start work at 9am but wait till 10am to open the shop. Usually a bit late, while waiting, I chatted with some of my regular customers and sent apologies to the walk-by customers (because the shop said "open at 9am" but i knew is gonna be late)



Realised I forgot to bring my morning tea biscuit, SUPER HUNGRY and cant wait to finish work and go for lunch! Before I finishes work, a customer from India (well, I tink is tourist from India) said he got Piles~ and bleeding at the buttock. Initially I can't seem to understand what he is saying, first, I don't know what he meant by "PILES". den I don't understand where he is bleeding. He keep wanted to touch me and turn me to the back and almost touch by buttock. FINALLY, I realised he meant haemorroids. I showed him some of the medications, he wanted tablets. There is no tablets to take, only oitment and suppositories. Anyway, he said is PILES not Haemorroids. Well, I still said the medication can b used. After he think about it for a while, he bought it. Another customer was watching us. Then, she said, "I am after something for haemorroids. Well~ I m not sure if it is haemorroids, but there is lump and pain. Do you know what is the different between piles and haemorroids?" Then, I said, "To be honest, I don't know what is PILES." SEriously, I am too hungry, don't talk to me when I am hungry. Finished work and left for lunch

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After lunch, my mind a bit clearer. "Did I give the wrong medication?", I think. Is he after period pain tablets? What if he give the medication to his wife and put it on vagina? Oh no!!!!!!!!

Can't think anymore, I will go crazy. I can't go home now, I will tink even more. So, I stopped by at my favourite bookshop. (the reason I love this bookshop is because all the books are discounted 70% from the original price) all my novel bought from here cost 4-5 dollars~ But today I try to find a novel not related to love. sick of it alre. I found one very good one, "Raising an autistic child" Is written by the father with an autistic child. Very sentimental, I haven;t finish it, but I like the story line. Is a true story.

Then, I browse the comic section, found another very interesting yet expensive comic "With the light- Raising an Autistic Child" Is a Jap comic!!! Is very well drawn, but is too expensive. So, I spent an hour standing there and browse. At the end, decided to go home and online search for free~

After that is health section. I found a book with 120 different disease explanation for symptoms, causes, treatments etc. I start flipping through, Then I stopped at the page Haemorroids. I read the first sentence "Haemorroid is also commonly known as piles...." Woohoo~~ I didn't give the wrong medication!!!!!!

Now is time to go home~ After the whole afternoon in bookshop :) and ofcourse I bought the novel by the father, which cost $6 ^.^

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Home, search engine start! Google ofcourse, found it! but the manga is not complete yet. I found something better! A japanese series of the comic!!!! Excellent, I cant stop watching it till now. Is way too good, touching and I just simply can't describe with words

与光同行

click it, it will direct you to the series~
hope you like it too~

I wanted to end it, but I don't know how

Just like the novel, I written half way through, not that I don't have any idea to continue, is that I don't know how to finish it.
Just like my job, my accomodation contract etc. Recently, I have been taking many days off, the moment she asked which days I can work, she really unhappy about it. Is it time to leave? I don't know. The more you try to please someone, the harder it is.

Well, at least I am much better and lucky than the others. I have never experience robbery or break in to my place before. I have never admitted to hospital. I didn't have to attend so many interviews with rejection.

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I am going for medical checkup tomorrow, please wish me luck, I hope everything will turn out fine and well.

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Han Fui is coming back tomorrow too, I guess he must have missed home now. It is always so ddificult when it comes to leaving someone u love. I wish him well and everything go smoothly when he arrives in Sydney.

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Seeing doctor is always so scary as it will tells u many things that you might not want to know. You maybe perfectly fine before seeing them, but at the time u walk out from the consultation room, you were diagnosed with something that you don't want to know. The diagnose itself may have already affect your health status, but I guess the fear to the diagnose is much worst than the physical pain.

Once you reached a certain age, you wear off slowly. Seeing your pain, hurt me more.

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Xi and her bf is coming over on Thu, I guess this is the only thing is bright about this week.
-anticipating-

Bye for now.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

雨下的邂逅 之 情人节的相遇

-Alcohol may be man's worst enemy, but the bible says love your enemy?-


嘀嗒嘀嗒。。。晕晕醺醺的爱丽丝和男孩站在同一把伞下。

朦朦胧胧的,她望着男孩的身影,投向男孩深情地眼神。男孩的眼神仿佛有着磁力般的牢牢地让爱丽丝寻找到了安全港,男孩突然打破了沉静:“我喜欢……

“爱—丽—丝—!!!”突然听见爱丽丝妈妈歇息地里的呐喊,把爱丽丝从美梦中惊醒,爱丽丝的妈妈可是她的私人专用闹钟,也是世上最准时的闹钟!

“啊~”爱丽丝坐在床上,甩了甩她那刚睡醒凌乱的头发,发出了极不耐烦,不甘心的叫声~

爱丽丝真的是想男孩想到疯了!爱丽丝多希望她的专属闹钟可以放慢两秒钟,让男孩完成爱丽丝朝思暮想的那情景~!

“世上到底是哪个怪人发明上班这样东西的?又有多少个怪人喜欢上班的?唉~世界各地的政府应该合力组织一个研究团体,命名为《上班族研究所》,看世上有多少人赞同,上班辛苦赚钱 还是 睡觉就有钱拿?难道他们不知道,这世上有多少人为了工作搞到精神分裂,睡眠不足?为什么竟然没有人会想到这种生活方式和赚钱方法呢?这样的话,这世界就更美好啦~!”爱丽丝一面语无伦次,一面梳理准备上班 。爱丽丝的嘴巴真的是全年无休。常听人家说,有此母必有此女。如果说,爱丽丝妈妈是喇叭,那爱丽丝就是收音机了!

Ring~ring~爱丽丝看着手提荧幕显示‘小芳’
“喂?说话!”爱丽丝接起手提,非常不客气地说道。
“谁惹到我们的无敌爱丽丝啦?”这世上除了爱丽丝的家人能忍受她那‘起床症’之外,大概只有小芳,她的好友敢在这时候跟她说话了!
“还好意思说~!你是没事故意这时候每次打来听我发唠叨的啊?”
“哈哈哈哈…喂~人家我,是很有心,这么早打电话给你,一心想要祝你这位单身女人情人节快乐,早日找到归宿的咧!哈哈哈…看来你啊,如果不把你这个‘起床症’医好的话,今年你又要呆在你的单身俱乐部了~”
爱丽丝终于从梦中惊醒,对了,今天是情人节咧!每年情人节,她的一班‘单身俱乐部’会员都会邀约一起去狂欢,庆祝单身万岁!(其实,大家都是在找伴安慰自己罢了~)
“嗯,看你还记得我这个朋友身上,就跟你算了吧。怎样,今年去那里庆祝?”
“噢~感谢女王大人有大量!STAR BAR 今晚7点!就酱啦~”
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爱丽丝好气又好笑,她的‘起床症’早就云散飞霄了。‘嗯~今晚要穿什么好呢…啊!上班快迟到了!’


“喂~小芳,我到门口了,你们呢?”
“快点进来吧,她们这些人,迫不及待的早就开始了!”爱丽丝在吵杂声中仿佛听到小芳叫她进去。
爱丽丝步入STAR BAR在寻寻觅觅的人海中,寻找着她那班‘单身贵族’的朋友…突然,看到小芳用力的挥着她的手相爱丽丝。

“哇~你们还真够义气,都不等我!”爱丽丝埋怨着,然后转向Bartender“给我两瓶…”爱丽丝话说到一半,突然无语,呆呆的望着她昨夜梦见的男孩穿着Bartender的制服,很帅气的在调酒。突然,爱丽丝与男孩的眼神对上了!男孩对着她弯着一边嘴角笑了一下,爱丽丝的脸马上红得像番茄,心跳加速,嘴巴吓到忘了关!男孩调完手上的酒,献给坐在他面前的小姐,用他很杀的眼神对着她温柔的说“小姐,你的〈Rainbow Paradise〉”

当场突然引起一场喧哗~

男孩望着爱丽丝,一步一步走向她。爱丽丝感到心跳越来越快,快憋息了!整班人的眼神突然落在他们身上。
“爱丽丝?”男孩迟疑地说道
爱丽丝顿时才惊醒过来,当然也记得把她的嘴和上!



-to be continue-

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

雨下的邂逅 之 我叫爱丽丝!

*Perfumes are the feelings of flowers*

男孩再度到访爱丽丝的店里,不知为了什么。让爱丽丝不知所措。

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“er,先生。请问需要些什么吗?”爱丽丝终于开口了。
"我想要送一份礼物给一位女生,你有什么好介绍的吗?"
礼物?给女生?是上次那位美女吗?爱丽丝心中一大堆问号,胸口好像突然很紧,有一种透不了气的感觉,难道这就是传说中的“羡慕”?心口的痛为什么会这么强烈?我又不是他的谁!

“礼物,女生的话,我们有一系列的香水,有不同的味道,适合不同性格的女生。”爱丽丝勉强的开口,“专业一点,爱丽丝,拿出你的专业精神出来!”她心中念着。

“她啊,很高贵,漂亮是蛮漂亮的啦,性格嘛,应该说很狂野吧!”

“那,我会介绍 《Kate Moss 香水》野玫瑰淡香水。令人难忘的性感花香调,完全捕捉多变的风格既狂野也纯真、既性感又典雅,真实呈现她的内在灵魂与个性。”
“哇!”男孩为爱丽丝的专业简介,感到吃惊!也许,爱丽丝每次在他面前出丑,让他觉得爱丽丝呆呆傻傻的。可是,讲到专业,爱丽丝是不会输给任何人的,更何况香水是她的专长!

“先生,您觉得怎样呢?”爱丽丝为她自己的专业服务感到有点得意,心中暗笑
“既然你都说得这么好了,而且又那么适合她,那我不买的话,不是自找麻烦?”

说实在的,爱丽丝比较喜欢服务男生,因为他们太容易说服了,不用两下子,就买。如果是女生,即使爱丽丝废经了九牛二虎之力, 女生也有可能掉头就走。
看来,今天运气还蛮不错的嘛~

“先生,一共是,80块”
“谢谢”
“你的女朋友真幸运,有这么贴心的男朋友,你这份心意,她一定会很喜欢的!”一面包装,一面说道。爱丽丝也太会夸了吧~ 果然是销售界的“出名人士”

“哈哈哈。。。是给我姐的生日礼物啦~就是上次在店里喊我的那个啊!不过还是希望她会喜欢,这样的话,她就会少点念我了!哈哈”
爱丽丝心里突然好像松了口气,还开心地笑了出来了呢!好像有种心花怒放的感觉~

“小姐,你在笑什么?脸都红了!”
爱丽丝才惊醒过来,两手摸摸脸部,真得很热咧~太失礼了,爱丽丝突然好像钻进洞里。

“啊。啊。。啊。。。没没。。没什么。。对了,先生你的礼物。”
“哈哈,你真得很可爱!”男孩从爱丽丝手中接过,他们双手碰到了!
爱丽丝赶快松手,“谢。。谢谢”爱丽丝赶快低下头,不敢直视着男孩。直至男孩从店里离去。爱丽丝才敢抬头望着男孩的背影。

男孩突然回过头,面带笑容的问道“啊,对了,你叫什么名字?”

“爱。爱爱。。爱丽丝!”爱丽丝大声的回应站在店面口的男生。

“爱丽丝?谢啦~”男孩终于笑着离去。而爱丽丝?她啊,又被男孩的笑容呆着了啦~ 男孩的笑容,让爱丽丝好像一次又一次的被雷击中- 望着头上的星星,飘飘然地旋转~

“啊!”爱丽丝突然大叫!忘了问男孩的名字!!!

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难道,爱丽丝与男孩就这样缘分尽了吗?难道,爱丽丝要苦苦的想念着男孩?还是,就这样分开了?